Life Tone

• Sunday, December 28, 2008,

lifetone;

(haha, lifetone started all with this video:D)

{ haha, the times we stayed up just jamming and having worship until 8pm,

and sharing until it was pitch-dark, lighting the candles (haha i still have them! but they're melted._.) }

Hey guys,
im really sorry we were not able to meet up for the past few months, and i know (uncle) Ryan's trying really hard to organise and check with everyone to meet up..but yea. i dont think it's possible by this week, as much as we want to ): but i think that these meetings, although fun and all, shouldnt be the core things that bond us together..i mean, we see each other every week, we dont have to wait till the meet ups to talk or share stuffs with each other(: yupps. haha im just..yea. i really miss hanging out with you guys a lot, haha.

well maybe we'll meet up soon:D

keep on keeping on:D ,
abby(:

• Thursday, December 25, 2008,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

• Wednesday, December 24, 2008,

Friends.

Yesterday,I manage to have internet bcoz of big ben(mi bro).I was happy.
But when I come to think back,what does friendship really means?
-Receiving and not giving back?
-Giving and not having anything in return?
-Simply taking it for granted and live as days pass?
Well,I found myself likely to be in the third position.
Taking things for granted.
Leaving love and care apart frm mi.
Even as im posting this blog,I started to question myself:
"Am I really a friend to others?Am I being like one?"
I fret not.
Last sunday,after church and everything,Im suppose to head to the mrt station
with the rest of my friends.
And there.
One of them,called Jesse,decided to walk instead of taking the bus with the rest
of us.
At that point of time,the bus arrived.
Everything seems to happen so fast.
I found myself stuck in a position:
to choose to go with everyone else,or with Jesse.
Well,come to think of it,I've always chose to go with the bigger company.
Reasons:
-I won't feel so lonely
-I won't be asked:'why are you so quiet?'
-Being with a bigger group means more time together,less time being alone.

I AM JUST SELFISH.

Indeed,I am.
Back to that day.
I actually stepped out to go with Jesse.But when I turn back and saw the rest moving up the bus,I rushed back to them.
I've been thru the real meaning of loneliness,and therefore I regretted.
Im sorry Jesse.
On the bus,Im really thinking about it.
Should I have walk with Jesse instead?
Honestly,I give excuses for not replying to my friends message and stuff.
''Sorry im tired."
"I have got something on."
To everybody out there:
Friends are hard to find,true friends are even harder.
Never ever take friends for granted.
Sorry to those out there whom I have hurt or ignored.
I really dun mean it.
To end off,here's a poem:
The smiles and the joy,
the many things that we've been thru,
but let us never forget,
being a real friend is cool!!

now now,SMILES!!=D
Lastly...HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!YAY!!

RomancEDreameR

Gotta find you...

• Tuesday, December 23, 2008,

hey guys!
i dunno why i've been getting this feeling after sending the malaysia mission trip people off,
some insecurities maybe hahas,
so yup,
two teams went to malaysia for their mission trip today,
and ryan's in one of them, to pahang,
lets all pray for everyone and our bro ryan in the teams today that all will be alright and that God's gonna be control in everything yea?
and for their journey mercy,
that the programs will go smoothly
and the people there will enjoy what they've plan for them :D
and gain great experiences!
so yea,
all the best and welcome home abby!! xDDD

-piying :D

• Thursday, December 11, 2008,

thoughts; YOU camp

Hey guys!
hope you guys have really been impacted by this Megalife camp!
haha, actually during the first few days of camp i thought it was rather boring and bleak, compared to the other four megalife camps i've been to. focus or attention were not really placed on games,
but on ~~the service~~ God. i also felt the games were a bit cliched, and yeah. but i enjoyed getting wet! hehe:D

where was i? ohyeah. Service. Service was absolutely awesome, with altar calls at every one. there was one particular altar call that really impacted me, that was during the morning service on the second day. it was something about quiet time i think, could'nt really remember, but i knew i was in front, and no one was praying for me. and i really felt that God was just passing me by. soon Pastor Joyce came to me, and she answered me straight : "God is not passing you by." then she proceeded to pray for me. i was really shocked that somehow she knew what i was telling God. then i realised that God was speaking to me through her. that was really amazing, to me at least. that particular altar call really boosted my faith to a higher level.

i was really struggling with faith and quiet time for the past few months, even to the extent of having doubts like whether or not God really exists. But this time my faith is really boosted to a new level and i know truly God is real, and there is no barrier between Him and me. i know all these might sound weird coming from me, since im a second generation christian, but i mean, being a second generation christian doesnt mean knowing everything about God. doubts sometimes do take me back to square one. but not anymore. yupps(:

sorry for the long winded story, hehe. just felt that i needed to share this(:

lots'a love,
abby(:

• Friday, December 5, 2008,

You Reign

A beautiful song, as I was on the MRT yesterday, i was looking at the lyrics for this song and I just felt so moved by the lyrics!

You Reign

What could stand before You
As You chose to embrace
A cross so undeserved You took for me
The weight of sin upon You
When You offered Your life
As You walked the streets of men
With fading strength

How could we live but not see
Your sacrifice
Your glory

You reign, You reign
Over everything Lord, You reign
With power, and justice divine
Over everything Lord, You reign

What was Your last thought
As You drew Your last breath
Where the victory was Yours for us to see
And all will know the truth
As we live by Your grace
Every praise to You alone

See now the King of Glory
Love of God become my calling
Father I surrender all I am to You forever

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We Are The Reason

Had mission training on Wed to Fri this week. haha!

We were learning this song, "we are the reason"

Its a beautiful song with so much meaning!