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Wednesday, December 24, 2008,
Friends.
Yesterday,I manage to have internet bcoz of big ben(mi bro).I was happy.But when I come to think back,what does friendship really means?-Receiving and not giving back?-Giving and not having anything in return?-Simply taking it for granted and live as days pass?Well,I found myself likely to be in the third position.Taking things for granted.Leaving love and care apart frm mi.Even as im posting this blog,I started to question myself:"Am I really a friend to others?Am I being like one?"I fret not.Last sunday,after church and everything,Im suppose to head to the mrt stationwith the rest of my friends.And there.One of them,called Jesse,decided to walk instead of taking the bus with the restof us.At that point of time,the bus arrived.Everything seems to happen so fast.I found myself stuck in a position:to choose to go with everyone else,or with Jesse.Well,come to think of it,I've always chose to go with the bigger company.Reasons:-I won't feel so lonely-I won't be asked:'why are you so quiet?'-Being with a bigger group means more time together,less time being alone.I AM JUST SELFISH.Indeed,I am.Back to that day.I actually stepped out to go with Jesse.But when I turn back and saw the rest moving up the bus,I rushed back to them.I've been thru the real meaning of loneliness,and therefore I regretted.Im sorry Jesse.On the bus,Im really thinking about it.Should I have walk with Jesse instead?Honestly,I give excuses for not replying to my friends message and stuff.''Sorry im tired.""I have got something on."To everybody out there:Friends are hard to find,true friends are even harder.Never ever take friends for granted.Sorry to those out there whom I have hurt or ignored.I really dun mean it.To end off,here's a poem:The smiles and the joy,the many things that we've been thru,but let us never forget,being a real friend is cool!!now now,SMILES!!=DLastly...HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!YAY!!RomancEDreameRGotta find you...
